Right now, I really don’t know how to describe what I really feel. There are lots of things in my mind that are really bugging me off, like projects that are due next week, about the next rotation on what awaits me there, quizzes and all. But with all sorts of the mind-boggling phenomena, there is this one thing that makes me feel like giving up. There is like this full gravitational pull in me that says, “Keep on going.” Well, there is this one factor that makes me feel excited of all that is happening right now, even though there are a lot of things to do and all. Well, to make the story short there is this friend that makes me feel all right in spite of all things. I know he may not be aware that his presence makes me feel fine with all sorts. He is like this (or my) gravitational pull that makes me stay and makes me want to do everything.
The thing is, never did I expect that we would be friends. The thing is, I’ve known him before not because of a friend or something. We simply crossed paths; I mean, funny how circumstances happen. I mean it’s really funny how the universe conspires—and how your last name decides who will be your classmates. So it goes...
There are still a lot of thoughts I want to share here. But I’m afraid to tell because I’m afraid that if I tell it so, I might just hurt myself. I have learned a lot and I don’t want to put an end to this. I’ve learned that sometimes it is better to keep things inside of you for a while just let it flow and the answers will just come up to you face-to-face. We do not want to rush things, I’m happy at the moment. I am happy that we are in this somewhat connection that I really appreciate and do value, and hope he does, too. I’m leaving everything to God. Right now I’m glad to have met him, have talks with him, hear and see how he laughs, his simple ways, the way his eyes make a glance and all. I’m glad we’re friends. I’m glad how his name makes every mind-boggling phenomenon, makes everything organized in an instant.
This indescribable feeling that Aladdin and Jasmine have sung for years is indeed inexplicably true because it is in fact happening to me. Funny as it may seem!
Don’t know where I read this quote. Kind of like it! “Just smile to me when everything feels like falling, so I’ll know your still there.”
