Okay, so I had to take a nap before I invited Charles over here so we could discuss what was going on. I ended up dreaming that when I invited him over we kissed instead of talking and then he led the lead to my room and that’s when he slowly and gently pushed me onto my bed and he slither his body on top of mines and then whispered, “I’m going to please you baby,” and then slowly peeled my shirt up and off then he grabbed his off and started kissing my stomach and that’s when I pulled him back up and he kissed my lips softly then he said, “it’s ok baby let it happen,” and then he somehow had his pants off and was about to stick it in me when I said “wait, I’m a virgin” and he said oh yea. Okay then … he cut his sentence off with soft kisses and then he stuck it in and it hurt like hell. When he heard me say, “Owwww!” He said, “it’s ok baby just let it happen. I’m about to make it feel good.” Then I woke up.
Also I’ve managed to please my baby Charles without giving him any. He wasn’t ignoring me at all. We definitely almost did do something though. I invited him over and we kissed and made out and then I pushed him off and said we have to talk and he said ok let’s go. We went out to this apartment that had this laundry room that was this long hallway and it connected it all the way to the other apartment. It was cool so we talked and when I said, “Ok fine, that’s fair I guess,” he pushed me up to the wall and kissed me for what seemed like forever. When we stopped I said. I should be getting home and he said, “Ok babe, see you tomorrow.”
