I was dating a man whom I love very much and I know that he is my soul mate. First, you have to know that I was married when I met him, which in itself should not of been the case because my hearts kept telling me not to get married and just wait two years, just two years and he will come. I did not listen to my heart, because I felt it had let me down so many time before, not that I don’t have three beautiful children from those lost relationships. I new I was not really in love with these men but I was emotionally invested at the time and felt hurt when the cheated on me. So when your heart tells you just two more years you kind a wanted to tell it not again, your killing me here. I picked this man because he was from a culture that believe in family and faithfulness, the where not allowed to look at women who walk by so their heads go down, the only hang with other men except when its is a social event they have the wives at, no single people involved.
So I married this man, we where doing well for those two years, but things changed upon moving into the city. He started acting strangely, and I became very dissatisfied with my present relationship because of his Dr Jekyll transformation. My children started complaining about him and changed their attitudes when it came to him, they no longer liked him at all. I worked as a DMR driver for work programs and one day I was asking god, “Please bring me my soul mate now.” As I was driving into the parking lot of the program this man, at least I thought it was a man walked out of the entrance from the building right into my pathway. I stopped short and he stopped right in front of my vehicle and looked right at me.
He was wearing the most odd outfit and his hair was swept up into what I can only describe as a wave, you no what the surfers call the big one and it was a reddish brown color. He was wearing these glasses that looked like they had been broken. I was so fascinated I was speechless, and found I was instantly attracted at the same time and he obviously to me as well. He just looked at me for a long time and then he smile and walked away. I dreamt about him that same night and it was really freaky. The next day he made a point to wait for my van and walked over immediately. He just started talking to me out of the blue. After that he came to my van every day and we became really close. It was as if we new each other our whole lives. My husband and I separated because my daughters and him where not seeing eye to eye and he was not helping me financially, he started sneaking money from his accounts and sending them home to his family.
I new I was in love with the other man from the moment we met but I had a commitment to my husband. We just saw each other during worked; I helped him with some of his outside runs. We became to close and he decided to stop talking with me without saying anything. I was so hurt I wrought him a goodbye letter wishing him luck. I tried to selvedge my marriage but it was not going to work. We both had change too much and I was really missing my friend, I had dreams so real of being with him in his home. One day a letter was placed on my buildings door, but it was my daughter who found it. My friend had written me a love letter, letting me know how much he missed me and why he left and that he loved me so much. If I moved on he would understand and be happy for me. I was so excited yet ashamed I did not no what to do about it so I put the letter away and forgot about it.
