So my name is Tawnya and I am in love with my best friend. I have always been the one who was falling in love with the cute boy or the boy who gave me attention and then dated them ... However, I became friends with a girl from my work that is bisexual and every time we are together, I fall more and more in love.
I really love her. I can see myself with her for the rest of my life. However, I have a major problem. When I first started hanging out with her, my mother found out and started freaking out asking me if I was dating her, if I was a lesbian, if I was gay, and the best one yet: “Are you really that disgusting, why are you hanging out with her so much … are you doing things with her that involve intimacy?” I just cannot believe this. She is always bugging me, and every time I go hang out with her I always deny it.
The last couples times that I have hung out with her I really started to fall for her. I have never felt this way before. But I don’t think that she has any feelings for me, and I don’t know what to do.
Should I just be blunt and tell her my feelings and hope she doesn’t take it bad and not want to be my friend anymore? What I feel weird about, though, is that she told me that she has done many things with all of her best friends, but not me. Am I not her type? What do I do, seriously?
Another thing is that my uncle is gay and my mom doesn’t care about that, at all. She is perfectly fine with it, but if I was to even think about it … I am the bad child and I disgust her.
I need help and I don’t know what to do. Does anyone have any suggestions?
