So I was in a four year relationship with someone I was completely in love with. We lived together and he was everything to me. And then one day I found out he was cheating on me. I felt my world was crashing down and didn’t know how to deal with it. I kicked him out of course because I was so hurt and so angry that he would betray me like that. Now he’s moved away and left me to move out of our apartment. Pretty much just left me and everything we had. He calls me from time to time to tell me how sorry he is and how he regrets what he did, but he still talks to the girl he cheated on me with.
She lives in another country and was here to visit and knew that he was in a relationship with me but went ahead and did it anyway. Now he is going to visit her for like over a month in Europe, but still wants to be friends with me and maintain some kind of relationship, but I just can’t do it. It’s breaking me down and I feel soo helpless and alone. I want to talk to him so bad and love him so much but I don’t know what to do to get over him. I feel like I can’t have him in my life anymore unless we are together, which we’re not. But I don’t know how to not answer when he calls and cries to me. I feel like he is messing with my emotions and is only thinking about himself. I don’t feel he deserves me in his life but I wish more than anything he would want me back and realize what he had. I just don’t know what to do anymore ... any advice?
