Hard to breath
Because you’re not around.
Hard to stand,
Because I pulled myself down.
Hard to imagine
You’re not here.
Hard to be happy,
While I’m living in fear.
Fear I’ll never get to
See your beautiful face.
That you and me, won’t
Be a familiar place.
Fear what I did,
I can’t undo.
That I’m the one who ruined everything,
And hurt you.
Everything is so slow,
And so fast.
While I go through the motions,
Longing for the past.
So hard to accept,
So hard to see.
I did this, I chose this,
I lost you, and it’s all because of me.
I plead for just one more chance.
I feel like dying in my own shell of nothing,
While the rest of the world continues to dance.
