Life has been good, but never been better. It has offered me a lot—a spoonful of pain, a teaspoonful of sufferings, and a drop of joy.
But amidst the adversities and trials that life has braced me for long, lonely years, still here I am with a proud look and a confident smile beyond the anxieties, loneliness, and fear inside my heart .I stood still, fighting to survive from the battle where love and chances are my enemies. I have closed the door of my heart and put a stop on the entrance of my life where love and chances has no room anymore after the bitter pain I suffered.
. . . but not until you came into my secluded life and knocked on the door to my heart and swept me off beyond my limits, beyond my rules. You have given light to the dark and lonely life that I have come to live. You showed me stars though they are unreachable, but their shining rays can reach the corners of my weeping heart and carried me away from the lost world that I am in. You have given me the last pound of courage—to love and trust again. You have given meaning to my life . . . a reason for me to love again with joy in my heart rather than pain. You have given me the chance to know and value myself better as a woman and to trust in HIM and HIS never ending love for me and my angel.
I may not have you forever with me when we grow old, but I know I am in your heart as you are in mine. In my life, I know I cannot have you here in this world ’cause YOU belong to some people who had been in your life before me, somewhere, some place where I cannot reach . . . but your presence alone in my life is enough to keep me going ’cause I know that GOD gave you to me—to love and to keep, to cherish all my life. You are my happiness, my every breath that I take.
I hope that you are real in my eyes and in my life . . . but only time and fate can tell when I will touch you and feel the warmth of your loving embrace. I am so afraid that I might lost you one day and be hurt again ’cause I don’t wanna cry anymore, but whatever circumstances may bring us, wherever you are, whatever happens, YOU are always in my heart and my love will always be with you . . . till the last breathe of my life.
YOU are the reason and the seasons of my life. You are the answer to my prayers . . .
