Well, it has finally happened. The day when I become free from feelings of anger and un-forgiveness towards Jeff.
It happened so swiftly and imperceptibly that I almost missed it.
I was mulling it over today and finding myself looking forward to him coming over again. Then I began looking back at when he came over last and we talked, and I realized that I didn’t feel like clawing his eyes out, or hating him like usual when I was around him. So I thought about why that would be and then I remembered that when he was over last he said something to me, which changed everything. He looked right in my eyes and said he was sorry. After he said that, something clicked in my head, and I knew he meant it, and that he knew what he did was wrong, and just like that ... was free of the burden. I had closure finally ... that was all I was waiting for from him, all I wanted. I don’t feel anything toward him, I hardly even remember what it feels like to be that angry at him, or hurt anymore. She is another story though.
