Don't Have a Title, Yet

I am a 46 year-old woman who was happily married with two children. The oldest: my daughter, married with a house and two children. The youngest: my twenty year-old son

He worked a good job and had a steady girlfriend. He drove a nice truck and motorcycle. Without going into much detail, the latter part of his lifestyle tragically ended his life.

Now, I am alone in a house full of memories, five days of the week, while my husband works. I haven't any work experience except home childcare.

Presently, I take care of my oldest grandson a couple days of the week and have decided not to work because of the loss of our son.                     

Knowing my biological clock is ticking, my husband and I have been trying to have another child. Currently, I'm on a prescribed antidepressant, which I have been taking for almost two years. I think I may be pregnant. If I am, I'll have to to stop my medication... 

Tomorrow, I'm doing a home pregnancy test to be sure.

If I am, my husband said its OK with him and it would be positively fine with me. 

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Thank you for sharing. You are certainly not alone. Please feel free to visit our forum about losing a child. I'm so sorry for your loss. ~ Laura
02.27.2007
Sunny D. Aaron
"Don't Have a Title, Yet". I now can title the above story. Its ... " The Test Turned Out Negitive "
It feels good to write.

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