Desperate to Have a Baby

My husband and I have been trying to conceive for almost a year now. I cry every time I get my cycle and get very discouraged. I’m going to tell you the truth, I have an eleven year old daughter and after I had her, I got pregnant right away she wasn’t even a month old. I decided to have an abortion, so regretfully I did. After that, I got pregnant again and also had another abortion I was on the pill, but it still happened. I was way too young to have three kids so that was the decision that we both made. 

Now we have been trying for almost a year. I’ve been looking on the internet on infertility. I came up on something called aim for herbs. It’s a fertility drug that says it will help us conceive within a couple of months. There is one for me and there is one for my husband so we have been taking it now for a couple of days. I read on the success stories it has brought a couple of people and it sounded great, so I said why not, give it a try. My husband and I don’t have the money to be visiting fertility doctors i hear they are very expensive. So I’ve been looking at all natural treatments on how to get pregnant. I just don’t know what to do. I feel like if I don’t have a baby soon I’m going to emotionally break down. I mean I think about being pregnant all the time. I go take a pregnancy test and when it comes out negative I’m shattered. I don’t know what to think anymore, please help!

 

                                                      With love – lulu

 

 

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03.24.2008
Erin Williamson
Hi Lulu, Try Massage and stress releasing techniques. After reading several websites it seems that Stress can play a huge roll in conceiving. Try and take a hot bubble bath before hand to relax yourself. When it's meant to be it will be :) God answers prayers in his time.
02.13.2008
Aanda
I know how you feel me and my husband were tryin & then we finally got blessed but 3 months into the pregnacy we lost the baby and this was in sep. I got cleared from the dr in oct and ever since we been trying And once I get my period i break down & cry b/c we been tryin soo hard and want this soo bad, and then myt period might be late and i get soo excited but then i take the test and it says no it breaks my heart.. i was already depressed after losing our first. I just wish god would bless us again.
12.05.2007
Kate Lipski
Hi lulup, My name is Kate and I am having the same feelings you are having. Your touching story sounds a lot like mine. I to have been tring for 2 months and also have had an abortion and am thinking that is the reason for me not getting pregant. I am so sick when ever I get my period, I am losing my mind, all I want is my own baby. I cant even be around others who have babys cuz it makes me cry, I am happy for them but always why not me??? I am only 27 and be with my husband for 3 years witch he has one for another child from before and thats all I want as you. Well I hope everything works out for you n to tell you, sweetie u aren't the only one who feels the way you feel. I would love to keep in touch,so if you want write me back. klipski@wi.rr.com Thanks 4 your story Kate
my husband and i are also trying to have a child for almost a year now too. iread your story and it seem like you and i are going through the same thing, expect i have no children. i have talk to my husband about getting a evalution to see if i have the signs of depression. he thinks that i am just mad because it is taking so long for us to have our first baby. it brings you down an you wonder what am i doing wrong? what i am trying to say is god has his reasons for us and we my not understand it,and we may get down but in all we have faith and hope. i truily hope that you have that child you want and it is blessed in many way. always, victoria
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