This has been a hard weekend. I am trying to overcome this obstacle. At times it seems hopeless but when I take the victory and give God the glory I know I can do it. Yesterday my cat of seven years died. I felt so depressed and so alone. But today I decided to over come depression and move on. My battle now is between the spirit of bulimia and I’m going to win! With the Lord on my side all things are possible. This morning I went thru deliverance at my church and renounced the spirit of bulimia and told it to get out of my life and so it must, now I just have to be the strong one and not welcome it back in. I will tell you it has been the toughest day yet. But I have conquered the enemy and made it thru my day. I have been on a three day spiritual fast so today after church I went to lunch with some friends we went to Olive Garden where I haven’t been in a long time. I ate some salad, a breadstick, and two raviolis, that’s the most I have eaten and kept it down since the beginning. But today I did it, I kept it down, I refused to purge. I am so proud of myself. But I would have never been able to do it if the Holy Spirit wasn’t there helping me thru it.
