She’ll leave, if you give her a chance. If you really really want to hate her, she’ll get the hint.
But like I said, lose sight of her existence, and she’ll bite you in the ass again.
Deny her, and she’ll bite you in the ass again.
Like she did tonight. Just a little though. Just a little.
I binged. BARELY. But I did. And I’m angry, but I’m happy, because I went a WHOLE WEEK. A WHOLE WEEK. It’s the first time I can say that for over one year. ONE YEAR.
Don’t give up. Don’t. Just keep going. You can do it. I never gave myself a chance, but not I am.
This eating disorder will not take over my life anymore. I’ve gotten this far, and I’m ready to push myself even farther, by making HER suffer, not making ME suffer.
Out for a cigarette. Peace everyone.
