I am not in a very challenging household. I go to school, I get lots of late work but that is being worked on, I am mildly psychic so I challenge myself with mind games, I am really quite normal sort of.
Oh wow. Look how weird I sound. I get enough sleep but always seem tired. English is not my first language (I knew Russian from the time I could speak, but the language was dropped off as I got older) so it sort of seems hard now and then, like I can't find the right word to say ... I am in the Gifted and Talented program and I'm getting Bs and Cs, plus one A in art.
I don't dream very often. I have three different personalities, One bouncy and bubbly, one serious and threatening, one shy and beautiful. They all contradict each other. I am not a very open person, though. That is the only thing my three lives have in common. I just feel so sick of the world, yet I’m not depressed. What in the world is going on? I make up stories for myself, fantasy and magic, just so I won't seem more bored.
Sometimes I believe them above everything else. I still watch out my window for the North Star. I no longer remember why.
Am I just bored? or am I crazy? Maybe I should get more sleep ...
Please help!
