It was September 24th, 2006 the day of my oldest son Brian’s birthday, a day that I will never forget. This is the day that the Lord allowed me to birth him into this world, and the day that the Lord, let him exit this world. I remember the week before he called me and told me that he and his son Brian, Jr. were coming to church with me. I said ok and that made me really glad ...The twins had already had their birthday and I had cooked dinner for them. So on Brian’s birthday I had cooked dinner for him also.
I knew that something was strange, because when I was buying gifts for them, I always had to get Brian bigger sizes. So when I had gotten the twins gifts it was funny I did not even wait, I gave them their gift and decided to get everybody something else. And I thought about that it really caught my eye. But I let it go. Then I had had this dream but I really could not remember what it was but it did bother me.
And it was so strange that Brian had started texting me all the time and telling me that he loved me so much ... I mean we always would tell each other that we love each other but this was different. This was a certain kind of, “momma I love you so very much.” And I would text him back and tell him that I love him too. And sometimes I would just call him and tell him that I love and then we would talk.
He was going through a hard time with the mother of his kids; they were having problems and he really loved his children, and they were the world to him. And he wanted nothing more than to be the father that took care of and supported his children. Yet, he would text me and tell me how much he loved me. So I remember the day him and his sister Chantay, and brother Carlos came by the house and they were about to leave. He asked then how they want to prepare the funeral. I stopped and thought where did that come from?
I didn’t say anything because I’m thinking, “oh no devil I rebuke that in the name of Jesus.” It was also funny that summer it seemed liked the birds had taken over my back porch, we could not even go out there without the birds. They would even lay their nest in my flower baskets, make a nest on the porch, etc.
So the night before Brian’s birthday I was home up late cooking the dinner that I had gotten for him so that he could have to eat. It had gotten late and I had called his cell phone and he did not answer and I thought that strange, because he always answer or call me back. So I texted him and still got no response. So I called Chantay and she told me that he went out with his best friend. So that gave me some relief.
So I texted him to tell him that he had to come and go to church with me so that he can come and eat the dinner that I had fixed for him and I never got an answer. So again I asked his sister where is he and I did not get and answer from her either. So I went on to church. And when we got out I went home changed clothes and went to see where Brian was. Still could not find him. So when I was about to leave I had to back up by my daughter's van and out of the van he came. And we were talking and he was telling me why he did not come to church and everything else. So I tried to get him to come that night because I was going to be the speaker.
