It is just not fair—to find my biological family after so many years, to be so accepted by everyone, but the wife. I am hurt and angry. I did nothing, I wasn’t even allowed in his home. Now when the time has come. I can’t be there.
I have gone home to see my parents several times and I consider my mom and dad my folks. I have seen my biological Mom and have spent time with my brothers and sisters on both sides. I haven’t seen him though. Now because of Cancer I am losing him. You do run out of time, you need to forgive people and make sure you have no regrets.
Thank God I did.
God bless you, Merrit; I hope you find peace. I truly love you and am glad and will always be glad to know that you would have kept me if you would have known. Please, Lord, don’t let him be in pain and grant him serenity and please, Lord, help me with my anger and help me to be able to give forgiveness to one who doesn’t even know me.
