I looked around
For a helping hand
But as far as I looked
I was always spooked
For I could not see The Light
He was hidden from my sight
Then came a day that I remember well
Demons and devils had escaped from Hell
They taunted me, they haunted me
Bullies that they most truly seem to be
I ran away from God, from the safety of His Fold
I chose instead to hunt for treasures of silver and gold
As far as I ran, God always kept up
Staying by my side, though I ran far and wide
Now, I’ve come back asking to be justified
Asking to be let inside The Kingdom of God
Jesus is full of love, mercy and kindness
Though I was full of ignorance and blindness
I thought that I would never find any trace
Of God, though He was always on my mind
How did things get so bad out here, year upon year
It was just because I could not hear Jesus or God
Lately I have felt the Holy Spirit of the Triune God
Flowing through my side like an electric current
making my insides come alive
I never want to lose that Love that I felt from Mary,
The Holy Mother of God as I stood by Her side
I have found grace in these end times happening now
God is calling His Children to Himself from every side
Mercy, Mercy Me, I thought that I would never see
The day to come when God could and would use me
I feel so blessed and happy too, but when I don’t feel
God, I feel so sad again as if I really did not win my
place with Him
But, Jesus has told me I have been saved by Grace
Now, I hope that of my sin there remains no trace
For I would, if I could feel that good again by that
Positive, Loving Joy that comes from knowing Jesus is
always nearby and close enough to touch.
As I fall down on my knees, I thank God so very much
for the Salvation which is free and given to me!
