Heavenly Father,
I come to you today with great worry and concern. I feel discombobulated and frankly, completely outdone. The things you have shown me throughout this course of life have triggered feelings inside of me I no longer can disguise. Albeit I do not have your address, I know if I post these words on-line, you’ll take some time and read what’s on my mind.
So as I pour my heart out to you, I pray you deliver me from this pain, and destroy the evil demons trying to drive me insane. See what boggles me the most is the things I have learned, some of them have been understandable, but the rest, I cannot seem to overcome. Like the wisdom in the scriptures, supposedly meant to set me free, but somehow has placed me in bondage and keeps me from being me.
Yeah, I know, I’m justified by faith, or so the scripture reads. “Therefore I conclude that a man is justified by faith without the deeds of the law.” Romans 3: 28. But for some strange reason everyone does not interpret your words the same. Why would you inflict such confusion upon humankind; and then send angels to earth and force them to prey into our minds?
“For God is not the author of confusion, but peace, as in all churches of the saints.” I Corinthians 14:33, but then there’s a scripture that tells me, “… for there is no respect of persons with God,” which can be found in Romans 2:11. And least I forget to shine some light on this, “All flesh is not the same flesh: but there is one kind of flesh of men, another flesh of beast, another of fishes, and another of birds. There are also celestial bodies and bodies terrestrial: but the glory of the celestial in one, and the glory of the terrestrial is another.” I Corinthians 15: 39 and 40.
Reading this one, I cannot escape the day I saw my heavenly brother displaying a foretold vision on his half designed face; quickly I knew it was you who sent him my way, to declare your presence and to assure me everything would be okay. But somehow after we departed, things seemed to go bad, my life took a quick turn and has been full of darkness, which I’m praying will soon pass.
