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Dreams That Disturb

On December 7, 1998, I was divorced—that was the last time I laid eyes on my ex. we were together for a decade.

But ... for eleven years now, I have dreamed of him. The dreams are of the man he should have been or I am being emotionally tormented. I have realized that after I have dreamed of him, something bad happen to a loved one, or me or a family member. I now refer to his Dreams as my personal EWS early warning system. Then I break out my Prayer list and start praying for all my loved ones, friends, family, and myself. Have I solved my dream dilemma? Or ... Is there another answer I have not considered? This is not only irritating but its annoying because despite the divorce and a devoted decade to him in real life. He inhabits or haunts my subconscious. I need some advice and help I have even asked God to assign someone else to be my EWS. Because I want to be 100 percent free of him in real life and in my dreams. Please give me ideas, advice, or wisdom!

First published February 2010

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Hi Reazoniam - Sometimes I think we unconciously attach ourselves to people in unhealthy ways not even realizing we did it. Seems like your unconcious brings him up when a stress is present in your mind at sleep. Frustration, anger, hurt etc. Somehow it has attached you to him again. Your so right about taking it to God. He is the only one that can help you through this. Pray for deliverance from the EW's period would be best. Sometimes we block Gods ability to help us if we have not forgiven as well. Trust me I know. It has been 16 months since my divorce, unproudly the second one. So I know what I am talking about. This one has been tough but with Gods help and my own self reflection has brought me far. I may not be where I should be but thank God not where I use to be. Check out www.joycemeyer.org...her teachings are fantastic, books, dvds..helped me grow strong in my faith. I will pray for you and I sincerely hope this helped at least a little. God Bless!