There is power in planning—you make a budget, you’ve got a map to anywhere you want to go. But, for all the plan making and budget creating that I encourage, the real power is in the honesty you bring to the table.
The truth is sneaky sometimes. We think we’re speaking it. Playing our cards. But sometimes it is deeper than we are used to playing. How many times have you hemmed and hawed your way out of a commitment? Do you leave sundry items off of your budget and wonder where the money went? When you’ve overspent, what do you tell your partner when he or she asks if you are on task, on budget? Do you keep it to yourself and promise yourself to get on track next month?
In personal finance, personal honesty cannot be overstated. The broader culture is certainly feeling this truism as we spiral into the consequences of inflated obligations and unstable loans. We are seeing on a community level how our personal choices affect each other. I call this effect “the Spiral Concept”: it’s the idea that I really don’t do anything in my world that doesn’t affect someone else.
Lighting the dark spots
Women by nature are community-aware. We radiate outward and we notice the effects we have on our families, our relationships. I might do something mundane, but I can see its effects on myself, my partner, my community. The great news is that I can use this awareness to create change. If the spiral is negative, by becoming aware of my place in it, with complete honesty about my contributions, I can make it a positive spiral. My actions can create a positive affect outward.
So how do you get honest about money? Allow every last aspect of it to surface. What follows are a couple of exercises to help you explore where you are being honest and where you are falling short of it. As you approach the exercises, open yourself up to your deepest truths and fears. If you are making a budget and looking at options, bring up the possibility of failure. List it as one of your options. It is mortifying, but when you talk about failure in the light of day, it becomes an option. Options are choices. When you know all of your choices, you are empowered. You can get a sense of how resisting some of them in silence is affecting the rest of your abilities and actions.
