Did you see me smiling
when you said goodbye?
Did you see me smiling
when you ignored my hi?
Did you see that my hands were down because I had given up the fight? Did you see me standing there in misery because I realized to be made wrong you had to be right?
Did you realized that I took all the blame to make you look sane not knowing that I would be put to shame?
The tears that I’ve cried, the feelings that I couldn’t hide, the pain that never subside … Did you see them?
Did you even care to bear some of the pain that I was feeling ... the pain that didn’t have any healing ... I could’ve shared but I knew you wouldn’t care.
Did you even see how my heart ached for thee with love so powerful it was at its highest peak?
Were you there when I heard of your latest love affair, when all that I’ve been hoping for were thrown up in the air?
Was it fair to love someone new knowing that in your heart you loved me too? Were you there when I was in a state of depression going through these different therapy sessions in my mind to rid myself of this obsession?
Did you see how carefully I picked up the pieces when I realized you’re not the one I’m supposed to be with?
Did you see how I waved farewell to this endless tide that had me blind and led me to a world of lies? Goodbye ...
