The crush ... the rush that pulsates my veins … thoughts overwhelming me to the point of insane … memories fading ... slowing my pace … reaching, grabbing to find your face … noise from an old sad song … singing the melody of my heart … beat … beat … beating slowly … beat … beat … stops ... the heat falls from my eyes which stain my face like permanent dye … it is what it is and they say life goes on ... searching … looking for all that I long … yearning … burning down deep in my soul … time to be free time to let go … I’ll miss what once was happiness … peace within … fading once again ... the wind blows such a warm embrace … searching to find sunshine on my face ... time stands still as I move through the daze with heaviness in my shoes which slows my pace … can’t move now … stiff and numb … where did you go … why did you run … far from me ... out of my reach … gasping … hurting … beat … beat … beat ... beating slowly again … beat … beat … stops.
