I need to run far away from You
I can’t get the courage to go far
Still I always come back
You destroy my being
You make me feel whole
Still You always come back
I can push you away
I want you to stay
I’m always waiting
You treat me like a whore
You say all the right words
You’re always waiting
I want You to run from me
I want You to go
Leave my heart, give back my thoughts
I’m begging you please
I’m not strong enough to do this on my own
In my perfect world, You are my own
I am content with my perfect fake world
Until I push you away again
Then I will patiently wait to call you back in
