So four months into this a house is being built for either him, my kids, and I or him. Take it back to July 4th when I saw him in the market and he looked good. I didn’t stop though. I would have never thought that day would turn into planning a wedding and a baby and a house. He is all in all a good person who was burned by many, many, many woman. The last time was his best friend and his now ex-wife.
I asked him for money to get parts of myself groomed and he told me no because he did it for a lot of other females who used him. I really don’t ask him for anything, but it bothers me that I feel like I have to suffer for what he went through. So I made up in my mind I will never be able to ask him for anything for me or my kids. That to me equals me being the provider for the rest of my life. It also meant that I cannot really depend on him for anything. Secondly, letting me in. I asked him a question and the door finally flew open. He won’t let me in as far as I am. Does it hurt? Yes. Will I ever be able to have this man all to myself and not have to pay the price and suffer? This is how we get along.
