There’s this guy, and we’re such good friends. One night last summer, we were looking at the stars, and he pointed out Orion’s Belt and my favorite star in it. He said he liked the star because it was beautiful and I fell in love with him. He found out this year and I asked him out. He said no because he knows too much about me. It broke my heart because he’s the only person I’ve been completely honest with in my entire life. He even knew about my anorexia. In fact, I’ve been making myself throw up because I’ve been so upset. But I love him. I know that he doesn’t feel the same way and he’s graduating in a month, but I hope that he’ll come around. And just last week he told my best friend he likes me, but he probably just feels bad.




