Need to Let Go

I am truly hurt by all this. I have talked to my sister about the letter. I told her I can’t go back and change something that happened twenty years ago and fix all that was in between. I told her if I hurt her, I was sorry. I feel now that her feelings have been phony. My mom has been gone for four years and all the hurt happened with her before Mom passed, after Dad and I got the house to be closer to all the family. I really thought that my closeness to my sisters was great…but it hurts to know that my baby sister has carried a grudge all these years and my older sister just ignores everything. I have also helped A LOT—with financial problems they have had. They are both married. I was single for nine years and worked hard to raise my son. I never could turn to the family if I needed help. But they sure came to me. Well today we are not talking. I have spoken to my baby sister once and went to see my older sister one time. This all happened two months ago. Now the holidays are coming and I don’t feel the same. Things have changed so much. My heart hurts so bad.