I got a job at a place where on the second day of work I met the most wonderful man in my life. I was afraid of him at first because I’d learned to be afraid of men. But no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t help but be attracted to him. He was soft spoken, kind, had a sense of peace about him, friendly and being very handsome didn’t hurt!
Our first date he and his two children came over to my best friend’s house. It was a safe situation because I wasn’t alone with him, my friend and her kids were there also. We had dinner and watched a movie. He rubbed my feet during the movie then took my hand and told me he was loyal. That scared the crap out of me! But I decided to give him a chance anyhow. Three weeks later he proposed to me and we’ve been together since.
We’ve had a lot of good times and one heck of a lot of bad times. He’s been through flashbacks with me that were violent with after effects that lasted for weeks. He’s been through mood swings with me and medication changes. He’s been through crying spells and manic episodes. But through it all, he’s been by my side, supportive, loving, and devoted. He has never been abusive in any way, he’s never argued with me or given me any reason to fear him. He’s given me hope and courage and he’s helped me find my faith. I know now love doesn’t have to hurt, humiliate, or cause shame. Love doesn’t have to come with strings or conditions and it’s ok to plan for a safe, loving future. It’s ok to heal and no longer be a victim. He’s my hero.
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