Without warning.... you dropped this massive weight on my chest...you so nonchalantly tell me what everyone longs to hear, and yet your confession just adds confusion... you tell me you want me, and you always have, but more than physically... you want to be all that I need and to satisfy all of my dreams.... you would like to make me and mine the center of your world... and while the thought is appealing, I'm not free to be.... yours.... yet a part of me belongs to you, and that connection makes this confession unforgivable... my heart is all over the place, this week has been one of spiritual growth and deliverance, but you say three little words, and I find myself bound up all over again.... how dare you start something you can't even finish... all this madness for no reason, is this your season, or are you trying to be my lifetime… I need a lifeline, I’m drowning in the rain... my head is spinning , this is not a game and I ain’t winnin'... keepin me on my toes, another life lesson, be careful what you ask for... I got it and more... I just want love, none of this strife, I am trying to live a happy, peaceful life... I need you here, to wipe away these tears, for a love lost that I never had, but desire now... man that's bad....
