I just recently got married this year and now all I want to do is to get out. I met my husband eleven years ago. He had just gotten out of jail (Pen.). Of course I did not know that but I felt as though that everybody needs a second chance. During the first years things were ok but then I found out he had other women on the side. I never let that bother me because he was not living with me. I did have arguments with other women but I had to think back that he is the one I should have been arguing with. But as the years passed somehow we came through it and I thought things were getting better but boy was I wrong … Once he lost his job things went down hill … Being though he was not working I was the one working. And all he would do was call me on my job and just argue. Most of the time I would hang up the phone and then that really set him off.
Well now I am married to him and things are not good … All I want is out … I don’t think that he even likes me … let alone love me or even in love with me … most of the time I hate myself … I have lost over forty pounds and now he think that I am looking for someone and I am not. I lost the weight for health reasons … I had a heart attack about three years ago and now have diabetes so I have to take shots three times a day … My husband does not care … I pray more than my share … but …
Sorry will finish.
