My name is Angel. I am only 15 and I live with my three brothers. The twins, Mar and Sky (who are both 19) and my twin brother, Tobe. When my brother, Sky, moved into the house, everyone was pretty happy to get to know him. He is quite the gentlemen. In public. I never would have thought that he was as sick minded as he is. But I found out soon enough. He would come into my room while the other boys were asleep in their own rooms and he would just push me around at first. But then it got worse. Whenever the other boys were out doing something (very often) then he would come into my room and rape me. I was terrified of him and what he could do to me. Recently, I have found out that I am pregnant. And, since I hadn't slept with my boyfriend for 3 months, there was only one explanation. Sky had gotten me pregnant. I don't know what to do. I am very much against abortions but I am not ready for a child at my age. And, also, I would feel horrible if I give the child up for adoption.
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Im doing fine. I have recently talked to a close friend of mine who is studying to become a doctor. He has done some research for me, and told me all he found out. He is also going to be helping me take care of the baby, if she (its gunna be a girl) lives. I am going to be moving in with some friends closer to his apartment.
Angel, thank you for sharing your story. You should not have to go through this alone. There are serious health and legal implications you need to be aware of regarding your situation. Seek out a person you can trust: a health care professional, a law enforcement officer, a clergy member, a pregnancy hot line. Planned Parenthood has numerous resources. Don't be alone. Write back and let us know how you're doing.
I would second Jane's suggestion below of Planned Parenthood. They have tons of great services that would probably be free for you. I'm really sorry for what you've gone through...it sounds like talking to someone who could help you sort things out would do you a world of good.
I'm so sorry for what happened to you. It must be a very hard and confusing situation to be experiencing. Don't think you're alone in this. There are others who have gone through the same thing. Talk to a health professional about all your options. They can also refer you to someone to talk to about the rape. Check out www.plannedparenthood.org or 1-800-230-PLAN.
I am very sorry for what you have been through. This is too much for anyone to deal with alone. Is there a school counselor you could talk to?
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