Looking for love in all the wrong places …
I have been in a relationship with this guy for a year and five months. Within that year and five months we’ve broken up twice and had a little boy.
But to tell the whole story from the beginning … I was in love with this man and we both loved each other or so it seemed and he was separated from his wife and made promises to never go back to her … But three weeks later he went back. When he left life was miserable. But a month later he came back and few days later I fold out I was pregnant after that things went down hill … we were together for six months but I didn’t see him for five months. But I was six months pregnant and alone. Then again he went back to his wife but before he did he told me he wanted nothing to do with his son! So I had my baby without him but I let him know I had his son. Then two months later he called me and wanted to see his son. What a surprise! But he did leave his wife for the last time! But after that I found out a lot of the things he was telling me was a lie. Well eight months has gone by, and I feel that I can’t trust him; and for more than 80 percent of the time we fight about our relationship and our son. Topics like … “When is he going to take action and commit to me. And when is he going to start treating his son like part of his family and stop putting him on the back burner.”
And it is getting to the point where he puts his other family before his son and I.
But he keeps on telling me he doesn’t know if he wants to be with me and wants me to chill. How long does he really think I’m going to stick around?
