I try and keep things like that in my mind when things get ugly here at home. But the time is almost here. I will hopefully start a new life in May of 2008.
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Cindy, As I ventured into what is now my new life, I too realized that my marriage was so far over that there were hateful feelings lingering. The decision to leave is the hardest, but make one and stick with it. This is not to say that I do not have some breakdown moments and fell sorry for myself, cry, scream, cuss, and carry on. But to go back to the other life, NEVER!! Give yourself all the love you need to get ready, rely on your closest friends to help and then fly away. You will give yourself the best gift of all. Best of everything in life!! Nancy
Cindy, it's not that you referred to yourself as a "dummy"..sometimes, in life, we really want to think that we can have the 2.5 children, house in the suburbs with the white picket fence...but, in reality, it's not there..anywhere~! Your decision to make plans for a new life is a superb decision, and I'm sure you're walking on eggshells right now, as you stash away as much as you can for your "great escape"! Remember when the time comes, to allow yourself to Celebrate !! Celebrate the new life that YOU are creating for yourself..don't dwell on what you're leaving behind. What you will leave behind is the past...a past that only deserves one thing, the knowledge to not make the same mistake twice. I've walked in those shoes before...Best of luck to you, Cindy ! Here's to your New, Fabulous Life, heading straight for you!!
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