At twenty-two I’m graduating college in a couple of weeks and trying to start my new life and forget the regrets and trialing times I have experienced in college. I ’m just really looking for guidance and just really wondering, if there light on the other end of the tunnel?
One part of me is excited on the potential people I can meet, while the other half is terrified. I don’t, and never, want to be in this same situation again and my biggest fear is that I will experience the same thing again and restart the cycle. I dated someone a few months back and my situation was comparable to the situation I had with my previous boyfriend.
Also, is what they have real and something that will last, and is a seemingly perfect life in store with them with no jobs, no education and a child? (Your parents can not pay your bills forever.) If that’s the case with all the stuff they go though, I ’m hoping there is a chance for me to find someone special and not have this fear paralyze me. I haven’t been able to meet someone new because of my fear. I would like to meet someone new and start a potential long term relationship, but I refuse to just get with someone to cover my pain, I want to be with that person because I care about them.
I hope to one day to look back and laugh at how silly my problems where, but I’m just not there yet.
Does this pain ever go away?
I hope that you can share and give advice on my story.
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