When we become parents, children enter our world completely at our mercy. Our job is to protect, not abuse, them in every way; emotionally, physically, spiritually, sexually. Abuse is defined as anything that is harmful, injurious, or offensive. How does verbal abuse affect children? Does what we say to our children matter? This is like asking if they themselves matter at all, rhetorical to the point of being preposterous.
Words can be as painful as beatings, as verbal vituperation is a spiritual attack as well. Verbal abuse transforms words into weapons for the recipient. While words do not leave a traditional permanent mark that is visible on the body, they do leave an emotional, psychic scar, one that follows children into adulthood. This venomous energy tinges everything for that individual. Many healers can pick up on these emotional scars in the body’s energy field years later. Abuse like this causes copious physical illness. We bottle up what assailed us, the contemptuous, coarse, insulting words; we hold within what we felt we were; reviled. Anything that diminishes a child’s spirit is abuse, whether through words, slaps, emotional manipulation, belittling a child’s dreams and aspirations, guilt tripping, sexual abuse, or physical, emotional, or spiritual neglect.
I’d like to touch on name calling, especially. There are many verbal weapons: “idiot,” “stupid,” “jerk,” and worse. What we say to our children affects them profoundly. Parents who verbally criticize their children were usually raised in the same way. They may be in denial about this. It may be that they can not properly identify what they experienced as “abuse.” They can justify their parent’s cruel treatment of them all day long. They can get angry with everyone but their parents or no one at all. Anger creates a desire for change. Anger can be very transformative. Anger helps us confront injustice.
Personally, I understand how difficult it is to face the reality of our parents. I spent many years minimizing my father’s sexual abuse of me, my mother’s dismissal, ignoring, and abandonment of me, my grandfather’s verbal venom, and my grandmother’s emotional manipulation, my aunt and uncle’s indifference to the abuse I underwent. We subconsciously think it’s better to just maintain an illusion, to make excuses for them, and to blame ourselves. We go through life with feelings, sometimes vague, sometimes pronounced, of unworthiness, fear of rejection, low self-esteem, and a monstrously critical superego. The police in our head that acts as an inner critic, berating us where our parents left off, only using our own voice.
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