My Journey to Finding Me

I try to stay prayerful and meditate, but I will admit, I get so lonely thinking that I am the only one who feels like this that I curl up in a corner when no one is watching and I melt into whatever thing I am around and cry. After I am done, I get up and start the rest of my day.

I think that things are improving with me now that I am older and I can look back on what things I did with my life. I think my only regret with this life is that I did not have the power or knowledge to believe in myself more. This is what I am trying to do now with every day that the Lord allows me to wake up. I want to be that good role model for my children. Even though I am there that is not enough for me. I want my children to look back on there life and know that I did not give up on myself or them.