Make the Memories – It’s Worth It

She is a full head taller than the other kids and she is just so smart that I am proud and sad at the same time.

I am so proud of how she handles situations and how she reacts with the other kids. I wonder some days if I was that sure of myself at that age, then I remember how painfully shy I was and I am glad of her confidence.

I try to be supportive of her and yet I just want to protect her forever from the world and anyone who would dare do the wrong thing by her. If she is at all as worried as me about going she hides it well. 

She is excited by all she is learning as she should be, yet she asked me why the other kids didn’t all talk to her. I asked her had she made the effort to talk to them and she just looked at me and said no but they should talk to me.

Paige is really going to miss her big sister when she is at school and I think Morgan will miss her too. She feels so grownup being able to tell Paige all about school. 

I am looking forward though to having some one on one time with Paige and giving her a chance to develop her own personality with out her big sister monitoring her every move. She is so funny at the moment and we are having some interesting out fit choices as she wants to dress herself more often.

Nana is convinced she has no nice clothes and that everything in her wardrobe is mismatched, but that is just the way she likes it. She told her kinder teacher she likes to dress like the rainbow. Who wouldn’t?

I never for one minute thought that being a mother could fill you with so many conflicting emotions, I am so joyously proud and in love with my girls but like a mother in the jungle should any predator try to get near my young and hurt them, I will tear them limb from limb.