I’m 1.52 cm... and weighting 120 lbs, that’s too much, my clothes doesn’t fit, I was a size 0 and now I’m a size 5, I’m really depressed, I wear only relax clothes. I’m so embarrassed, that all the people can see how fat I am, I try every day to eat less, I’m trying to throw up, but it seems like I’m too heavy right now also my metabolism is really slow, and I have become lazy, I don’t wear fashion clothes since, I look awful with it.
Now I have even cellulite, something I hate and that I didn’t have, I hate myself for not being skinny and not able to control myself I’m still trying and hope i can get to be a size 0 again, I hate my boyfriend for encouraging me to eat, sometimes I even think he left me since I’m too fat, I’m really depressed. I still love him, I need him in my life, he made me so happy, I know I will get over this time and become skinny again... I can’t stop thinking about food, I hate myself, but when I eat I can’t stop all the guilty feelings around my head...
