Living With Crohn’s

I feel good about myself, and I no longer have to stop mid aisle in Wal-mart to wait for the spots to go away in front of my eyes. I do, however, occasionally have to use their bathroom! I have been taking writing classes, and writing stories, and that helps make me feel good, which makes me feel strong. And, since I am going through a divorce, I need to be strong. Perfect timing. All things in their time. My kids are now sixteen, nineteen, and twenty one. Oh, we’ve gone through much, but I don’t let it bother me in the same way anymore. I guess I’ve learned something of acceptance. When my son rolled his truck twice, I was calm, once I knew he was alright, then I wanted to roll him myself. But, I didn’t let it get down into those lousy intestines. I think the more I let my feelings known, the less weight I carry, and the better I feel. I look towards feeling even better, and continuing my quest for wholeness, peace, and a calm being. I know it’s possible, because I’ve seen it happening in myself, I just have to keep doing what I’m doing, and align my mind with my soul, and be as one.