I’ve been battling family issues, school issues, grades, boys, and life in general, just like everyone else in the world for quite sometime now. Only with my battle comes tons of stress, fatigue, endless crying, horrible loneliness, and just giving up on everything. I just feel like, “Wow, if I died right now, that might just be ok…” I don’t know whether I could be diagnosed as “Depressed.” Or how that’s diagnosed, but lately that’s all I have been feeling.
I’ve tried so many different things to feel better, and all of them last only a few minutes or a couple hours, and that’s really not enough for me... My friends don’t want to be around me because I’m so sad and miserable, that they feel like they’re catching my miserable-ness. I’ve tried certain drugs, [none that would help with depression I’ve learned ...] talking to counselors, [who only make everything worse...] writing, and taking a break from everything, but I just never feel truly, Happy. Ever since my boyfriend and I have broken up, I feel like I’m dead, like I’m missing this huge entire piece of me. I’ve cried myself to sleep more times than I can count, I have no energy to get up in the morning, I’ve lied to my parents about why I was late for school, or why I didn’t even go at all... and I just really have no clue what I should do. I don’t know whether its just taking a long time to get over my ex, or what’s really going on, if any of you have any suggestions, I’d really appreciate them!!!
