Dear Lisa,
I’m worried that I sabotage my happiness when it comes to relationships. I am always tossing away the “good” ones. Most recently, I broke up with Peter after six months of dating. We were perfect for each other in many ways. He is kind, funny, intelligent, and we share many interests. The problem was that he adored me and his kindness made me uncomfortable. I know this is unhealthy, but I prefer men that are emotionally distant. A part of me is hoping Peter will give us another chance, and I don’t want to mess things up again. Any advice?
Embrace the Divine Female
One of the most fundamental keys to life is knowing that within us there are countless “parts” that conflict. Some of these parts act consciously based on past experiences and others do not. All of these parts serve us well and protect us from pain. It sounds as if you are making positive steps forward as the man you describe is not distant. Take some time to journal these different parts of you and hear their fears. Know in your sacred heart that you deserve the very best of a relationship in this lifetime. Begin to connect to the divine female woman in you. Get her to talk/put an arm around those fearful parts and keep walking forward. When you are standing in your adult divine female, there can be no sabotage.—J. Kersel, London, England
The Elephant in the Room
It seems to me you’re avoiding the obvious fact that you don’t like Peter. He is not for you. You must take some time to analyze why you would want an emotionally distant man. Is it the challenge? Is it fear of intimacy? Why wasn’t your last relationship with an emotionally distant man successful? While someone may seem right for you because all the boxes are ticked, this does not necessarily mean that he moves you or is your soul mate. Perhaps you felt uncomfortable with Peter’s adoration as you knew you did not feel the same for him. This does not mean you will not like a nice, caring, intelligent man. You just need to find one whose feelings you can return.—L. Reich, Denver, Colorado
