God on the Ground: Grace in Sciatica

By: Stephen W. Simpson, Ph.D. (View Profile)

April 23, 2006. I’ll never forget that date. That’s when our quadruplets started sleeping through the night.

The months before that glorious day are a blur. I remember patches of slumber punctured by babies crying and apnea monitors going off like air raid sirens. Our night nanny worked only the weekdays, so I worked graveyard shift on the weekends and slept during the day. Every Monday, I struggled to flip my sleep schedule back to normal. My days at work were foggy and I had little patience for anything that wasn’t rote and procedural. I recall arguing with my wife over miniscule things because sleep deprivation gave me the frustration tolerance of a Chihuahua. My body slowly deteriorated from lack of sleep, four Red Bulls a day, no exercise, and a diet of cheese-covered, noodle-filled delicacies brought by volunteers from our church.

After almost a year of this, my wife, under far more stress than I was, insisted that something had to change. A friend recommended an infant sleep expert and we secured her services with urgency. She gently guided us through adjusting our schedules and lifestyle. Within a week, our three beautiful girls and our handsome boy were going to bed at six p.m. They slept thirteen hours a night and took two naps a day. That week, my wife and I sat down to dinner—together, no less—and leisurely consumed our food instead of inhaling it. Halfway through the meal, I said, “Hi, I’m Steve. Aren’t we married or something?”

It felt like I’d been released from prison. Life with baby quadruplets was still a challenge, but seven or eight uninterrupted hours of sleep renewed and refreshed us. I was overjoyed. Now I could get my life back. I was going to exercise, write more, and get back to some of the frivolous fun of my pre-quadruplet life.

Scottish poet and musician Mike Scott wrote, “If you want to give God a laugh, tell Him your plans.” As I rushed to reclaim my old life, God was laughing His ass off. After He stopped laughing, He gave me sciatica.

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posted: 02.26.2007
Rebecca Brown
Can milk spew out of God's nose from laughing so hard? Because He must be laughing at me all the time because I'm constantly telling Him my plans and asking for some sort of Divine input to confirm I'm making the right choices. Love that quote, and love this column. Can't wait to read more. Very inspiring, Dr. Simpson.
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