“Healing Time”

Now after I did that I stopped, went home, incident occurred, was put out again. Now I'm fifteen and I'm using drugs, not only am I smoking now I'm hanging with older women and I'm snorting cocaine. Now for those who don't know drugs open the doors to so many spirits things that are unclean, things that are not of God. So I'm getting high hanging out thinking I'm in a safe environment to do what ever it is that I feel like I want to do. Don’t stay with mom, dad's on drugs so who can tell me what to do nobody. Now in all that I'm doing here comes sexual abuse not by a stranger but by the one's who are suppose to look out for you, and  protect you .The devil comes in all kinds of wrappings so I say to parents tend to your children listen to them and plead the blood of Jesus over their lives. I was sexually battered by two uncles and my father attempted to rape me while I was asleep. I awaken and the room was dark so I could not see who it was so I pursued him to the bathroom on the other side of the house and that's when I realized it was the man who was supposed to protect me from harm.

A girl child is not safe in a den full of lions. As far as my uncles go you can say it was incest because they continue to sleep with me as long as I was in that house even when I left they pursued me. Now here comes the reason why I say drugs open so many doors for different spirits. I was on drugs for a very long time and we do a lot of things that we shouldn't do. I was basically having an affair relationship with one of my uncles and the other one was only when we would get high together. See when things are happening the devil have you believing that everything is alright, but actually he's stealing a little piece of your soul every time you commit a new sin or act on an old sin.

Now, here I am at thirty-two years old looking back on my past somethings. I have not even broken the surface on sharing with you yet. The more I get into writing these articles the more I will begin to share with you.