It was always there inside me.
It was still present in the way I saw things.
In the way I felt things.
I saw the absolute perfection of beauty reflected in every moment; yet felt powerless in the grand design of it all.
A lot of people have asked me what will happen at the thirty day mark?
Will I continue to write?
Will I extend the experiment further?
When I initially started this experiment I had no idea of the way my life would be affected. I did not have at the time an ability to conceive a life more then the one I had lived. I could not see past the very limitations I had created in my perception of the world. But I was willingly to remove these limitations.
Willing to find another way.
Willing to discover the magic again.
Willing to find myself again.
In a dark, dim corner filled with more hopelessness then hope is where this all began. My experience has revealed to me that the emptiness of hopelessness was actually the sparks of hope stirring from deep within
There is never a beginning or an end only the constant of change. I simply choose to allow the next part of my life to unfold before me as I continue forth in this process of discovery.
I look back at where I was and where I am now and find myself amazed at how I have traveled so far from the beginning. It all moved so quickly once I decided that my life was going to change for the better.
This is not the end...only the beginning.
I begin again from the end. To discover more then I ever imagined.
Zoom...zoom.
Look at how fast can I go.

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