I have what you can call a reoccurring dream. It has the same people in my dream, but different situations, but the same, you understand? Little background: My ex-husband is in prison. He has a girlfriend (just recently in jail), who is now also in jail. My ex-husband is coming up for parole, and his girlfriend was supposed to be getting letters and information to help get him out. But like I said she is in jail, so it dropped in my hands, because we have a daughter together. The girlfriend wrote his mother this long letter about how much she loved him, how much she loved our daughter and how they were going to be together when they both got out of jail. So here is my dreams, I have dreamt something to this affect for the last week every night: In my dreams sometimes, it’s me, him and her, or just me and him or just me and her. I am begging her or begging him to please stay away from each other. I talk a lot about church (I am a Christian). We are always in like a living room on couches, they sitting and me on my knees. It’s very real, and if I get woken or I wake when I fall back asleep or even the next time I go to sleep it’s like it just starts all over again.
They have a very bad history of drug abuse. I feel the reason I am having these dreams is because if he gets paroled he will fall back into his bad habits, because even though he has been in prison for four years she has not bettered her life in any way. I am so worried my daughter will have to go through this crap again, if he does get out and not change his life. Can anybody shed some light and help me figure this out why I am having this dream? I want it to stop. Thank you.
