SO I know she crawled—which is very difficult for her—across the room to get everything and kept herself occupied all night when she should have been put to bed. I ask her “Have you been up all night” she answers “Yes, they forgot to put me to bed” and inside I am filled with pity and sadness that she was forgotten and I feel horrible that I didn’t take control to her needs. I also am filled with overwhelming love and care for her, but still pitying her for being forgotten.
Last dream—same night …
I am in a black box theater and there is a full cast of a show on stage … I watch someone sing a song—that I know is MY song—and she isn’t good, however, everyone loves her and thinks she’s great … In my head, I am saying—I am going to go up there and blow everyone away. Because whoever this cast/audience is doesn’t know me. It’s almost like the one everyone likes this person, who I assume and think is the understudy … and everyone has not met me yet. The song is “Somewhere Over the Rainbow” … when I sing it people love it and love me. And we do a show and it’s great.
