What can I tell you that has not already been typed across this space? For me this has been a continuous. It has fragmented not only my beliefs in the “Wohoo!!! All knowing and forgiving” Supposedly, stand back folks … CHRIST! This is the one that I am supposed to accept after my father raped me and my sisters, in the name of the Mormon church! The one who when my mother; who knew about all this walked away not because she cared about what was going on ... no!!!! But because she was jealous! Go figure!
Since my father died before she did … she just had to ensure that my family was so shattered that even Humpty Dumpty could not put it back together again. The results? Six children, one who died under suspicious circumstances at six weeks, one who just could not understand at all and chose to end it all at sixty plus miles an hour with an oak tree on an unforgiving curve ... kind of no-win from my parents! Or what’s left, the oldest sister a hopeless drug addict and alcoholic, me somewhere in between floundering, and the youngest sister, a raging alcoholic. All of us victims of a pervert who is now dead with an IQ as high as his zipper that is supposed to be the “father” We tried to get help; but I do remember going to the _ucking bishop of our “church”‘ we were told to shut up and go away. You a--hole! I was ten years old! You said that women were put on this earth to suffer for our sins, because we caused the fall of man. You _ucking SOB I DARE YOU TO COME BACK AND SAY THAT TO ME NOW!!!!!!! I Hate Your God and His Son!!! Why don’t you tell me again how he forgives me that my father raped me and my sisters! And once again how much his love extends to us the whores of the world ... and how “if” we are willing to once again become whores ... that maybe, just maybe, we can seek heaven by being a whore to one of your “DULY SELECTED WHOLESOME MALES”
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