Molestation

My reluctance in telling my boyfriend is that I’m afraid he’ll do the same. I don’t know how and if I’ll ever say anything. I’ve written several stories for different sites, and this does help to relieve some of the anxieties that I have. I don’t have to very often, but occasionally it does bring back the hurt I have in my heart. My boyfriend says I whisper all the time. I didn’t realize it until just now, but, I’m thinking the reason I do this is because as a child growing up, I was always very quiet so I didn’t wake him, or so he didn’t hear me. I always thought it was cuz I’m partially deaf in my one ear, but I think this is it. WOW!!!