At times I wonder if I am on the right path,
have I made the right choices for me?
At times my life seems harder than it needs to be.
Have I picked the right partner?
Is my passion a right one for me?
I seem to want a simpler life than the one laid out here,
spread out here before me.
I can see it
’s finish line and it doesn
’t appeal much to me.
I know that this is foolish thinking/not living in the moment
and I know that there are so many possibilities unseen by me,
but these thoughts creep in and invade my space and chatter around.
All the aspects of my life are good when viewed from afar,
yet there is this yearning inside me and I don’t really know what to make of it.
Do we all search so deeply for meaning?
Do we all feel this need to know—
Is my ladder on the right wall?