Awhile ago I read an article about this woman and how her husband committed suicide; out of thin air he just left her with no excuse. I began to think of all these people who get left behind because someone takes themselves away and it’s usually harder I would think without an explanation:
You’re gone, left me without a trace I have to say that our old place doesn’t seem the same anymore it keeps getting emptier what it’s missing I can’t pronounce every day with a silence so loud the ringing in my heart outdoes the ringing in my ears I’d rather be that crazy person pushing around an empty cart than left with answering machine that doesn’t blink my soul hurts and my mind can’t think what did you do to deserve your fate what did I do to deserve you leaving so early without a note or reason without a goodbye or last words you could have told me should have told me I should have listened what did you do what did I do sitting alone on the couch with lost thoughts and shallow breathing just me packing up what’s left of our things I didn’t break last night locking away rings that are suppose to last forever I feel so incomplete like our bed without you on the other side.
