We've been apart for a year now, and with each passing day I long to be with you more than I ever have. I desire you more than I let you know. Being oceans apart is not easy, not in this body of mine. I know we'll be together in a few months, but I still ask myself, "How long?"
I ask because I long for you to hold me close to your masculine frame; to feel every part of you against my body. I long to be held in an unending embrace and feel your solid chest tight against my soft breasts. I long for your arms to caress my back as we embrace. I long to be pulled so close that I feel your manhood pushing into me despite our clothes. I long to moan softly and make you smile, and tell you that I want you.I long to kiss your neck lightly as we continue in a long embrace, and whisper that I love you. I want to be wrapped around in your muscular arms, and be completely oblivious to the world.
I ask because I long to gaze at the starry sky as we lay down on the cool grass; to rest my head on your chest and hear your heart race. I long to trace your face, and touch your lips gently. I want to kiss you and take you by surprise; to smile at your surprise and continue kissing, kissing, kissing…
And when I become your wife, I long to soak in your undiluted love. I long for your hands to caress my smooth, golden skin; to kiss my lips and make me moan. I want to feel weak as you lay me down on the bed and continue kissing my lips. Oh, I long for it…
I ask because I long for you to kiss my neck and shoulders. As you gently slide off my dress, I want to see you stare at my breasts with pure desire in your eyes. I long for you to touch them, caress them, kiss them. I want to moan loud. I long for you to tell me that I am beautiful while you kiss my two breasts with manly eagerness. Oh, I want to moan with pleasure.
I long for you to caress my belly; to explore it with your lips; to feel my naval with your tongue. I long for you to massage my round thighs and butt, and kiss them while parting them to kiss my inner softness. I long for you to see my secret garden, and tell me it is beautiful as you explore it..
I long for your robust hairy chest on top of me as we rock to the rhythm of pure love and sheer ecstasy. I want to moan, groan, holler and sweat with new-found pleasure. And as you roll over, I long to kiss your lips desperately. I want to kiss and bite your neck, your shoulders, your hairy chest. I want to explore you further as I move down, and tease you by licking your naval. I long to gaze at your hard, erect manhood — so manly, so desirable. I want to make you moan with ecstasy as I explore your manliness and ride you while my breasts bounce. Oh, I want to love ALL of you!
How long till we lie in each others arms, sweating and breathing hard? You are so far from me, and my hands and body ache all day to be neat you, to feel you, to be one with you. How long till you read this and realize I am in love with you and want to give you my virginity?
Oh, how long?
