Early this morning my daughter had a severe asthma attack. I was scared because any other time when she has one, it’s gone once she takes the inhaler. Only this time it wasn’t, and I had to rush her to emergency. Earlier in the day my boyfriend reassured me to trust him. He told me to let my guard down and he would not hurt me. He told me he is by my side and if I need him for anything I should call him. I thought in my mind, Okay, finally I can let my guard down and trust someone who, by the way, likes my kids. Well he is a liar! I called him after I called the nurse, who told me to bring my daughter in to check her vision. Well she was not breathing normally at all. I at first thought she was having a panic attack because she has been acting crazy lately. Maybe the reason why she has been acting crazy had to do with everything that lead up to last night.
I protect my kids at all costs. I am a single mother who pays her own way for everything and takes care of everyone else. I love my kids very much. I know no one will ever do what I do, and as much as I do for my kids, so I am fighting tooth and nail to not crack under the pressure.
I called my boyfriend about 10:00 p.m. last night to see if he could go with me to the emergency room. I told him what was going on, and he told me that maybe she needs to get her butt in the bed. I hung up the phone on him. I called my best friend, who is mad at me for a very dumb reason. She was at work and could not leave. She said she would meet us at the hospital when she got off. We got home two hours before she got off, but she came to my house and brought my daughter some soup and stuff.
He called me twenty times this morning and left me fifteen messages. I don’t want to be bothered with him at all. I am upset because I am holding back my tears to be strong for my kids, but my daughter really scared the hell out of me. She could not stand up, she was gasping for air, and she was very dizzy. Her face was flushed and she was on the verge of passing out cold. It really scared me. So from 10:00 p.m. last night until now, which is 2:27 p.m., I have gotten two hours of sleep, because my daughter is in my bed resting like she is two years old. I really don’t mind. But him … Oh hell no. Then instead of him asking me anything, he and my neighbor discussed what happened last night. He came to my door with a cracker that will dry up my baby’s throat. He is unreliable, unaccountable, untrustworthy, and just wrong all across the board for me and my kids.
One; I don’t like anyone in my business because people who don’t like you will go to all costs to make you look like shit in someone else’s eyes. Two; I take care of my house, his house, and him and his grown ass kids Three; my nosey ass neighbor did nothing. She peeked out her door then called my mother. My mother and I don’t get along, and we don’t talk at all, so I am not going to call her for help when something is wrong. He, on the on the other hand, is a worthless piece of shit like all men are. There is no exception. At the end of the day he is a demented individual who is a pervert and a liar. I don’t want anything else to do with him. Last night only showed me he is a liar and he can’t keep his word.